Hey ppl, long time since i blogged, in fact, it;s been a while since i came online at all.Been grounded this past couple of weeks and it is rumoured to continue throughout the june holidays.I have school almost everyday of the holidays, and i still have to do my own revision of my whole upper secondary learning. Anyways, i realised that i'm not gonna see the usual people i do for the next month, that kinda sucks.Have an NCDCC camp in june too. Dunno how i am gonna cope with all the extra lessons at school and the study time at home after the school time.
Oh wells, life.Moving on, i realise how I've wasted my time screwing around with unimportant social activities that can wait until after the O's this year. So, alas! no more.I shall now be more focused on my education.I will not completely abandon my social life but i will desert it for a bit, just the next 6 months. I am gonna mugg day and some times night to make it to the jc of my choice.
Had my tamil o'level examinations today and i feel free.I have finally completed my 10 years of education in the field of tamil and i intend to keep my level of education in tamil stagnated at 10 years. The paper was relatively easy, i rarely lost marks in paper 2 and in paper one, i am quite sure i made a reasonable amount of spelling errors but the content in it should cover up for a decent grade.
I also made a realisation that i really cannot trust anyone with anything, not even my dad, kinda feel lost now, i have no one to confide in. Can't talk to anybody freely anymore, the world is a verbal war. I feel very suppressed now, can't tell my best friends everything, i figured that they might call me a hobo or something.
On a brighter note, caught Indiana Jones with alexus at vivo on Saturday, got a free pair of tickets, the movie was reasonably good, but way too fucking long. I wanted to take her instead of alexus but i had no means of contacting her and i would probably feel awkward around her alone. This june is really gonna be time for me to straighten out my life, my eyes have finally been opened by recent events to the fact that all this time, when i thought that i was happy, i was mere just blissfully unaware of how miserable and headed for a dead end i was. Now i know truly that i was miserable and am miserable. That can be changed, first with the removal of my heart and it's dealings and it's feelings for everyone. Next, with the systematic alienation of myself from my family and finally, channelling all my energy to mugging and practicing.
Well, thats all for today and i guess this entry will have to do for a while, i am not gonna be coming online too much anymore. So if anyone need to contact me, i still have my phone, and you have my number.
HAPPYJUICE!
(-.- yea right)
Monday, May 26, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
GROUNDED!
Hey ppl, i'm grounded...and it completely sucks, my bad results were pinned on me using too much computer and guitar. Well i can't exactly deny that now can i? so yea, gotta abide by the rules they set. Anyways , my number is 81397907, if any of you need to contact me for whatever reason cuz i won't be online too much. Hiaz, today was a wasted day. Idid nothing more than play guitar, the same old shit again and again. Learnt how to play Jazon mrazs i'm yours, my capo finally came in useful.
Hmm, made no realisations today, guess this is one of those days i dun actually think about anything but more like just wallow in whatever it is i have brought upon myself. I mean, i got so bored today, i was actually reading about dreams, the science of it. Turns out, as random and mystical those visions of shit that probably never happen are actually visual conceptions of the brain, you have been subconsciously thinking about it. And subconsciously are steering the dream into the uncharted realms of time.
Fought with my mom today. I found out how walking away can fix alot of problems, it's like an unwritten law most men follow.
Rule number 1: If you end up in a quarrel with a woman, walk away. It is not in their nature to listen.
My mom kept insisting that i keep telling her only half of my reason. I mean, it's probably because there was only half worth telling, the other was her. Anyway, i just ignored her all day and it seems to have worked out pretty damn well.
Been lovesick over someone i can't say for the whole damn day, i was singing some uber emo love song by death cab for a cutie, i will follow you into the dark. I sang this like 12 times, each time in deep thought about that person...what in the hell is wrong with me? I mean, i just feel weird whenever i see that person, she makes me wanna like.....blah. I can't even string 2 words to make small talk with her. I sing about her but somehow i doubt i'll ever sing for her....i think of her and i guess that is as close i'll ever get. Oh well, i guess she's better off without me and i am probably better off without her. Love is like a child of an endless war, a star of destruction, love is an open wound still raw, a tide of destruction, a mutilation, a subjugation, annihilation. And somehow, i feel i am trapped in this mysterious distance between a man and a woman, I'm attracted to her fatally and i just can't say a damn thing. Ah well, happens to the best of us. Rejection the first time was painful, but i picked up the pieces, moved on and the last thing i need is another rejection. So, i will not say a damn thing this time, this puppy love of mine can just die from the effects of emotional weathering over time. Just friends. Thats all i need and thats all i'll get. Tragic but necessary. O's are around the corner and i will not be vulnerable when it comes.
Oh well, all mushy over her, spent my whole day not even thinking but more like picturing her in my head, just her smile.
alas, no more.
Thats all for today, dunno when i can blog again, I'm grounded. But nevertheless, u have my number now, call/sms. I could use the conversation.
HAPPYJUICE!
Hmm, made no realisations today, guess this is one of those days i dun actually think about anything but more like just wallow in whatever it is i have brought upon myself. I mean, i got so bored today, i was actually reading about dreams, the science of it. Turns out, as random and mystical those visions of shit that probably never happen are actually visual conceptions of the brain, you have been subconsciously thinking about it. And subconsciously are steering the dream into the uncharted realms of time.
Fought with my mom today. I found out how walking away can fix alot of problems, it's like an unwritten law most men follow.
Rule number 1: If you end up in a quarrel with a woman, walk away. It is not in their nature to listen.
My mom kept insisting that i keep telling her only half of my reason. I mean, it's probably because there was only half worth telling, the other was her. Anyway, i just ignored her all day and it seems to have worked out pretty damn well.
Been lovesick over someone i can't say for the whole damn day, i was singing some uber emo love song by death cab for a cutie, i will follow you into the dark. I sang this like 12 times, each time in deep thought about that person...what in the hell is wrong with me? I mean, i just feel weird whenever i see that person, she makes me wanna like.....blah. I can't even string 2 words to make small talk with her. I sing about her but somehow i doubt i'll ever sing for her....i think of her and i guess that is as close i'll ever get. Oh well, i guess she's better off without me and i am probably better off without her. Love is like a child of an endless war, a star of destruction, love is an open wound still raw, a tide of destruction, a mutilation, a subjugation, annihilation. And somehow, i feel i am trapped in this mysterious distance between a man and a woman, I'm attracted to her fatally and i just can't say a damn thing. Ah well, happens to the best of us. Rejection the first time was painful, but i picked up the pieces, moved on and the last thing i need is another rejection. So, i will not say a damn thing this time, this puppy love of mine can just die from the effects of emotional weathering over time. Just friends. Thats all i need and thats all i'll get. Tragic but necessary. O's are around the corner and i will not be vulnerable when it comes.
Oh well, all mushy over her, spent my whole day not even thinking but more like picturing her in my head, just her smile.
alas, no more.
Thats all for today, dunno when i can blog again, I'm grounded. But nevertheless, u have my number now, call/sms. I could use the conversation.
HAPPYJUICE!
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
If tomorrow never comes.....?
Alright, today was damn fun despite me getting shit results which probably will ground me for the next month or so but i doubt i'll feel the difference seeing as to I will subject myself to several hours of study and very little slack time for the rest of the year, starting the day after vesak day next week. Anyways, todays timetable was damn boring, the only interesting thing that happened today at school was only the second official O level physics SPA. We did the jockey crap, to investigate the rate of heat lost, power produced or heat dissipated varied with the length of the resistance wire. Other than that, today was BORING! we did virtually nothing, all we had was chem and eng, RME and tamil(turned up half an hour late). To add to zenith of boredom we were in, Ms Teng didn't turn up to school.
After school today it was raining cats and dogs. Rajeevan and I hiked in the heavy, HEAVY rain to KFC for a simple shrooms burger meal. We got drenched, soaked but the shrooms burger was worth it, or at least that was the notion we had while the burger was still in our hands, being carefully devoured. We stayed at KFC for a while more, just till the rain subsided; We didn't fancy getting wet in the rain for no apparent reason. However, lets just say it didn't work out, we played in the rain all the way to the bus stop. We were perpetually freezing on the bus....the bus driver must have cranked the air conditioner to the lowest temperature he could get it. NEVER HIKE TO KFC FOR ANYTHING IN THE HEAVY RAIN. It's not worth the freeze on the bus after that.
Today my RME teacher asked me the most profound thing in my life. What is the meaning of your life? One question only my death and perhaps the eulogy that follows it can answer. So, i have decided to write my own eulogy by living my life in the way that i want to and plan the way i want it to end each day. I never know when i'm gonna die and have to be prepared for death any time. I may sound weird talking about death but how long are we gonna avoid talking about it huh? We all are headed to it, in fact the only thing certain at birth and at any other point in time would be death. We began dying the day we were born. From now on, i am gonna say what i feel and mean every word of it to whoever it is i am saying it to, i am gonna be genuine(not that i ever was fake), and i am gonna live each day like it were my last, cherish every moment of it. I'm gonna say i love you to everyone that i do everyday, every time i talk to them. Sure the three words may be a bit cliche but as long as i know and they know i mean it, tomorrow not coming becomes immaterial.
Well, tmrw is fridays timetable....YES! No tamil!!!! and school ends at 12.40pm. No plans for tmrw tho, probably stay back a while at school to talk cock with the clique and that'll be all i suppose; But who knows what adventure tmrw may bring huh?
HAPPYJUICE!
After school today it was raining cats and dogs. Rajeevan and I hiked in the heavy, HEAVY rain to KFC for a simple shrooms burger meal. We got drenched, soaked but the shrooms burger was worth it, or at least that was the notion we had while the burger was still in our hands, being carefully devoured. We stayed at KFC for a while more, just till the rain subsided; We didn't fancy getting wet in the rain for no apparent reason. However, lets just say it didn't work out, we played in the rain all the way to the bus stop. We were perpetually freezing on the bus....the bus driver must have cranked the air conditioner to the lowest temperature he could get it. NEVER HIKE TO KFC FOR ANYTHING IN THE HEAVY RAIN. It's not worth the freeze on the bus after that.
Today my RME teacher asked me the most profound thing in my life. What is the meaning of your life? One question only my death and perhaps the eulogy that follows it can answer. So, i have decided to write my own eulogy by living my life in the way that i want to and plan the way i want it to end each day. I never know when i'm gonna die and have to be prepared for death any time. I may sound weird talking about death but how long are we gonna avoid talking about it huh? We all are headed to it, in fact the only thing certain at birth and at any other point in time would be death. We began dying the day we were born. From now on, i am gonna say what i feel and mean every word of it to whoever it is i am saying it to, i am gonna be genuine(not that i ever was fake), and i am gonna live each day like it were my last, cherish every moment of it. I'm gonna say i love you to everyone that i do everyday, every time i talk to them. Sure the three words may be a bit cliche but as long as i know and they know i mean it, tomorrow not coming becomes immaterial.
Well, tmrw is fridays timetable....YES! No tamil!!!! and school ends at 12.40pm. No plans for tmrw tho, probably stay back a while at school to talk cock with the clique and that'll be all i suppose; But who knows what adventure tmrw may bring huh?
HAPPYJUICE!
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Reality strikes
Hey ppl, today reality strikes, the stone cold truth. My results came back and well, to be honest, i kinda expected these results. Fact is, i've been too distracted with too much shit this past couple of months. So, thank god i did badly for most subjects this term, i can put my june hols to good use, i finally have a reason to mugg like there really is no tomorrow. I failed a'maths, got a C5 for e;maths(dunno how, shld have studied), got C5'es for physics and chem. Thankfully, i got a2 for bio. Failed combined humanities, all thanks to social studies. Pearl Ong really has no idea how to mark a social studies paper, i did it the same way last year when Mr. Gill marked it and got a b3 unlike now, an exponent of last years grade. Haven't got back my English results as yet but i doubt i did too well for letter writing, my grammar and vocab along with the sentence structure and organisation and content was quite satisfactory but i think I'll get heavily penalised for using the wrong format for the letter.
Ahh well, life moves on. On a lighter note, after school today was damn fun, especially in the toilet. The stupid things we do there really are funny. Ten years from now, i'd still laugh as hard when i think about it. Went to siglap 7-11 after skool with a.j and ran into rajevan there. LOL, a.j stole a cadbury chocolate bar, but i'm just as guilty, i took half of it....sure it was a bad thing but really, it;s a simple pleasure of life.
I guess i really have to start studying like tmrw or Thursday or something, can't afford these shit results for my prelims now can i? Plans for the weekend have been cancelled, i ought to spend it studying. Might meet Yz again, we seem to get alot done when we actually study together, though i doubt we'll be able to cover as much when we study physics or smthn. Really dunno how to tell my parents my results and worse, dunno what the heck i'm gonna justify my results with. I can't possibly tell them i was distracted and spent more time doing anything but studying.
Friday is the X-country at bedok reservoir, really not a big fan of just running for no reason, so i'm not exactly looking forward to the event of friday though i am happy for the early dismissal. Think we might play soccer or smthn around there after the run. Monday is also a holiday.....yay! Vesak day! Might go to orchard to hang with the guys again and this time, i won;t abandon them to watch IRONMAN or any other movie.
Hiaz, life really is giving me lemons and i happen not to know how to make lemonade, few other screwed up things like i just deleted my dad's company's balance sheets not knowing what i was doing.....and some things i simply can't blog about, too personal have happened lately. Don;t even have the mood to strum my heart out nowadays, i'm listening to sad, slow and depressing music.....wtf?
alright, thats all the time i've got for today, My dad's pissed with me, shit!
(not so happy)HAPPYJUICE!
Ahh well, life moves on. On a lighter note, after school today was damn fun, especially in the toilet. The stupid things we do there really are funny. Ten years from now, i'd still laugh as hard when i think about it. Went to siglap 7-11 after skool with a.j and ran into rajevan there. LOL, a.j stole a cadbury chocolate bar, but i'm just as guilty, i took half of it....sure it was a bad thing but really, it;s a simple pleasure of life.
I guess i really have to start studying like tmrw or Thursday or something, can't afford these shit results for my prelims now can i? Plans for the weekend have been cancelled, i ought to spend it studying. Might meet Yz again, we seem to get alot done when we actually study together, though i doubt we'll be able to cover as much when we study physics or smthn. Really dunno how to tell my parents my results and worse, dunno what the heck i'm gonna justify my results with. I can't possibly tell them i was distracted and spent more time doing anything but studying.
Friday is the X-country at bedok reservoir, really not a big fan of just running for no reason, so i'm not exactly looking forward to the event of friday though i am happy for the early dismissal. Think we might play soccer or smthn around there after the run. Monday is also a holiday.....yay! Vesak day! Might go to orchard to hang with the guys again and this time, i won;t abandon them to watch IRONMAN or any other movie.
Hiaz, life really is giving me lemons and i happen not to know how to make lemonade, few other screwed up things like i just deleted my dad's company's balance sheets not knowing what i was doing.....and some things i simply can't blog about, too personal have happened lately. Don;t even have the mood to strum my heart out nowadays, i'm listening to sad, slow and depressing music.....wtf?
alright, thats all the time i've got for today, My dad's pissed with me, shit!
(not so happy)HAPPYJUICE!
Monday, May 12, 2008
oooh.....NIPPLE!
Hey!, Been a while since i last blogged, well, lemme start. Hmm......ok Went jamming straight after school on friday, i spent more or less the whole a'maths paper 2 time playing air guitar, practicing. Pretty sure i screwed up real bad. Jamming was damn fun sia, and i think a.j needs a new pedal, i think i can speak on behalf of the whole band. His present one sucks, sucks real bad. Anyways, other than that, we had shit loads of fun jamming. After jamming, went to a.j's house and jammed some more, went home and slept like a log.
Saturday was the best lah, played soccer with matthew, gerald, gerard, irwan, yuan zheng, prem, gajen and gan.....Gan got bitched on by girls sia, damn funny, the fella really kena bullied. We played for like 2 over hours, and straight after, we jumed in the pool.....damn fun and energy draining. Came home slept and woke up like 6 hours later wth a horrible flu and one hell of a fever. The whole of sunday was pretty much spent basking in my misery of the goddamned flu.
Today was also damn fun execpt the little part about the damn tamil aper i had to sit for this morning but other than that, went to orchard, chilled at starbucks with the guys, watched IRONMAN with manoach after that. ooh ooh and also, lent alexus my acoustic. And tmr is back to the usual, SSDD. Life sucks man, hate the monotony of it all, exams after exams. Hiaz, well no one said that it was a box of chocolates did they?
I also seem to have fallen in love all over again with my acoustic guitar, can't seem to stop playing it and polishing it and what not. I lost my EZ-link card....wtf? gotta use coins now. SHIT! anyway, thats all for now.
ran into ah bengs at orchard....only one thing to day to them. LEARN FROM YOUR FATHER'S MISTAKE, USE A CONDOM!
HAPPYJUICE!
Saturday was the best lah, played soccer with matthew, gerald, gerard, irwan, yuan zheng, prem, gajen and gan.....Gan got bitched on by girls sia, damn funny, the fella really kena bullied. We played for like 2 over hours, and straight after, we jumed in the pool.....damn fun and energy draining. Came home slept and woke up like 6 hours later wth a horrible flu and one hell of a fever. The whole of sunday was pretty much spent basking in my misery of the goddamned flu.
Today was also damn fun execpt the little part about the damn tamil aper i had to sit for this morning but other than that, went to orchard, chilled at starbucks with the guys, watched IRONMAN with manoach after that. ooh ooh and also, lent alexus my acoustic. And tmr is back to the usual, SSDD. Life sucks man, hate the monotony of it all, exams after exams. Hiaz, well no one said that it was a box of chocolates did they?
I also seem to have fallen in love all over again with my acoustic guitar, can't seem to stop playing it and polishing it and what not. I lost my EZ-link card....wtf? gotta use coins now. SHIT! anyway, thats all for now.
ran into ah bengs at orchard....only one thing to day to them. LEARN FROM YOUR FATHER'S MISTAKE, USE A CONDOM!
HAPPYJUICE!
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
2 more days to end the rapture!
Hey ppl, had biology exams today. Papers were quite easy, i kinda "over studied" and the paper one was shit easy, finished it in like 20-30 minutes.....HAH. Went to ebenex after school, fr the first time in my life.....4 years in st Pat's and i never once visited ebenex....you ppl should check it out, quite cool the place. Anyway, went there with matt and a.j and i think matt changed the jamming location tothere instead of kallang?...not sure lah, have to clarify tmr.
Moving on, bought the acoustic guitar strings today, cost me like 9 bucks...and the real bitch of the day was, i broke the A string on my electric at like 2 plus, so had to play all the songs that required distortion with my acoustic....damn bad for my fingers, they all hurt again....thank god i use my right and not left hand to write.
Have a damn lame 1hour long MCQ based paper 1. Never study for it lah, they give options all, still need to study meh? Heard a song i haven't listened to in a while today--That thing you do by the wonders!!! Learnt to play it too. hiaz, damn tired today, played guitar regardless of the pain i put myself thru since i got home.....like no life sia i.
Well, nothing interesting actually happened, i guess it's one of them SSDD-(same shit different day)- kinda days. I Realise that my blog has no photos....hmm, i'll take some during jamming on Friday lah, upload sometime over the weekend. Thinking of catching Ironman on Monday or the weekend but no one seems to want to watch....looking for company....gonna suck if i end up going all alone.
oh well,
HAPPYJUICE!
Moving on, bought the acoustic guitar strings today, cost me like 9 bucks...and the real bitch of the day was, i broke the A string on my electric at like 2 plus, so had to play all the songs that required distortion with my acoustic....damn bad for my fingers, they all hurt again....thank god i use my right and not left hand to write.
Have a damn lame 1hour long MCQ based paper 1. Never study for it lah, they give options all, still need to study meh? Heard a song i haven't listened to in a while today--That thing you do by the wonders!!! Learnt to play it too. hiaz, damn tired today, played guitar regardless of the pain i put myself thru since i got home.....like no life sia i.
Well, nothing interesting actually happened, i guess it's one of them SSDD-(same shit different day)- kinda days. I Realise that my blog has no photos....hmm, i'll take some during jamming on Friday lah, upload sometime over the weekend. Thinking of catching Ironman on Monday or the weekend but no one seems to want to watch....looking for company....gonna suck if i end up going all alone.
oh well,
HAPPYJUICE!
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
REMEMBER, YOU ARE UNIQUE....JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!
Hey ppl, had e'maths paper today. The paper was ok lah, i'd say it's do-able(?) can get an A lah. Hha, i sound so confident....lol. I found that i get really restless in an exam hall when i'm stuck in there for like two and a half hours straight...i mean, i was changing my seating position every second and i was so bored after completing the paper, i tried to hear the ticks in my watch.
Talk about weird....only myself comes to mind now.
Anyway, got home early today, played guitar for like 5 hours. My fingers hurt so much now, i can't even completely stretch my fingers out.....oww. BUT, hey look on the bright side eh, i can play Fear Of The Dark by Iron Maiden and Friends Of The Enemy by No Use For A Name.
HIAZ.....Tmr got biology exam sia, Both paper 1 and 2.Revising like mad no mans....life sucks during exam but look at the light at end of the tunnel, JAMMING ON FRIDAY......YAYS=)! And i probably will catch ironman the movie on Monday,.....can't wait for the exams to end sia.
Well, living in demise now, my mom is at home....shit, shit, shit. No freedom at all at home, cannot play guitar, watch MTV, discovery channel, not even national geographic; Limited to shit like the tamil channel(yuck!, i can't understand shit?) and bullcrap like playhouse disney?....and the best time my mom could fnd to ruin my life for a whole week was my mid-year exams week.....it's almost as if she planned it....hope she runs out of leave by the O's...
On a lighter note, tmr, i only have to study for Chemistry....Thursday is Chem paper 1, it;s only an hour long. Can come home really, really early and continue my slumber. Hmm, still missing a High E string on my acoustic guitar....can't buy till Friday after school but, i doubt i'll have time. The day already has long time plans of soccer, lunch and jamming.....where got time to go buy? And i'm pretty sure ppl wouldn't wanna follow me all the way to peninsula just to buy 1 high e string.
I've been tired and lethargic for the past couple of days, probably due to the fact that i've been "putting off" my sleep for things like television and guitar...should really learn how to prioritise the more important things in life....LIKE SLEEP! heh but then again, knowing me, i'll probably still do the same tonight and turn up to school tmrw like a complete dope.....well, thats life i guess---well at least my life
And for the realisation of today, i realised that we really all are unique, just like everyone else which on its own, kinda makes us all mediocre. I mean people constantly tell us about how every individual is different and that the only thing similar in us all is that we all are different. And the only thing that stays the same is change. All this came to mind when i remembered what i read off a friends blog recently: AND REMEMBER, YOU'RE PERFECT BECAUSE GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES. My only reaction to this was well, if god makes no mistakes, is he supposed to be a machine? and if he was, wouldn't that make us all the same, synonymous with the phrase, "we're all human" ? Well, i guess that there really is alot of room for thought in this issue and decided to think about it a wee bit more. Then, i turned to my right and left and realized that i was not very much different from anyone else, sure i was unique in my own special way but, then again, wasn't everyone else also different from me in their on way? and in that sense, i was unique, JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!
Well, thats all the time i've to spare to blog for today, gotta get back to mugging for bio...."yay" -. -
HAPPYJUICE!
Talk about weird....only myself comes to mind now.
Anyway, got home early today, played guitar for like 5 hours. My fingers hurt so much now, i can't even completely stretch my fingers out.....oww. BUT, hey look on the bright side eh, i can play Fear Of The Dark by Iron Maiden and Friends Of The Enemy by No Use For A Name.
HIAZ.....Tmr got biology exam sia, Both paper 1 and 2.Revising like mad no mans....life sucks during exam but look at the light at end of the tunnel, JAMMING ON FRIDAY......YAYS=)! And i probably will catch ironman the movie on Monday,.....can't wait for the exams to end sia.
Well, living in demise now, my mom is at home....shit, shit, shit. No freedom at all at home, cannot play guitar, watch MTV, discovery channel, not even national geographic; Limited to shit like the tamil channel(yuck!, i can't understand shit?) and bullcrap like playhouse disney?....and the best time my mom could fnd to ruin my life for a whole week was my mid-year exams week.....it's almost as if she planned it....hope she runs out of leave by the O's...
On a lighter note, tmr, i only have to study for Chemistry....Thursday is Chem paper 1, it;s only an hour long. Can come home really, really early and continue my slumber. Hmm, still missing a High E string on my acoustic guitar....can't buy till Friday after school but, i doubt i'll have time. The day already has long time plans of soccer, lunch and jamming.....where got time to go buy? And i'm pretty sure ppl wouldn't wanna follow me all the way to peninsula just to buy 1 high e string.
I've been tired and lethargic for the past couple of days, probably due to the fact that i've been "putting off" my sleep for things like television and guitar...should really learn how to prioritise the more important things in life....LIKE SLEEP! heh but then again, knowing me, i'll probably still do the same tonight and turn up to school tmrw like a complete dope.....well, thats life i guess---well at least my life
And for the realisation of today, i realised that we really all are unique, just like everyone else which on its own, kinda makes us all mediocre. I mean people constantly tell us about how every individual is different and that the only thing similar in us all is that we all are different. And the only thing that stays the same is change. All this came to mind when i remembered what i read off a friends blog recently: AND REMEMBER, YOU'RE PERFECT BECAUSE GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES. My only reaction to this was well, if god makes no mistakes, is he supposed to be a machine? and if he was, wouldn't that make us all the same, synonymous with the phrase, "we're all human" ? Well, i guess that there really is alot of room for thought in this issue and decided to think about it a wee bit more. Then, i turned to my right and left and realized that i was not very much different from anyone else, sure i was unique in my own special way but, then again, wasn't everyone else also different from me in their on way? and in that sense, i was unique, JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!
Well, thats all the time i've to spare to blog for today, gotta get back to mugging for bio...."yay" -. -
HAPPYJUICE!
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