so i was thinking to myself, why?

hey people.

been bout a week? haha. okay, time to review this week. just the highlights. I GOT MY FUCKING TATTOO BOOOYEAH!

fucking sexy ain't it?haha.

BUT, unfortunately, it's healing now and i think i might need some touch up work on it next week after the scabbing ends. there is a part on the J that kinda looks off, like there is a healed out spot there. for those of you who don't know what i mean, it's a spot that seems to have less ink or even blank cos i didn't take good care of it as soon as i got it and some of the ink left my skin while the wound was still raw :( or, it might just be the effect of the scabbing causing it to look a bit weird now. either way, i'm deciding on the touch up work after the scabbing ends and i no longer have any scabs on the damn sexy thing.

other than that, i guess i've been quarrelling with nisha quite a bit but things are getting way way better now, we've decided to start over and be happier and let go of all our differences this time:) i love her.

hmm, school is being exactly what god meant it to be, a real fucking bitch. i hate school. it's a fucked up system designed and carefully engineered to obliterate any independent and cynical attitude one might possess. it simply aims to kill you're character. make you a fucking machine. a monster. another brick in the fucking wall.

pay careful attention to the lyrics, should play this for teachers day man. haha.

hung out with gerard and rajeevan last week. but overall, guess it was pretty mundane a week besides the tattoo of course. haha.

i'm sick today, on mc for today and tomorrow, i'm supposed to have chem spa tomorrow. oh well.

well, life is a bitch.

hey yo ppl

haha

alright it's been like months since my last post. time to report my life eh?

okay, for those of you bastards wondering out there, I'm still with nisha, 10 months.

then, I'm in SRJC. the place sucks, the people suck, well, not all of them. and, i picked climbing as a regular sport and cca. i love climbing. right around now, it's the only thing that keeps me in a fucking jc. if they stop me from climbing, I'm taking off from the damn school.

okay, about my family, for the anonymous dude/dudette that commented on my previous post, well, lets just say I've learnt to accept the things, but with my teeth held tight eh? haha. things ain't too great but i ain't letting it affect me.

relationship wise, yeah, i guess it is mentally and emotionally and sometimes physically draining. but i guess it's just the way relationships are. oh well, come what may, thats the attitude I've adopted. I'm slightly happier that way. mot much i wanna say about my relationship i guess, it's personal, for the most part. i love her.

but on to a more me part of my life, i hate junior college it's nothing like st Pat's tskk. I'm whining like a new born baby wanting back into it's mom. i want back to st Pat's. now. it's urgent, I'm losing myself, my personality, character, life, freedom, my way of life. i miss st Pat's. so does every other patrician i know. there is no place like st Pat's. no more fun English lessons. English in st Pat's was more GP than GP is in Jc now. fuck. the people in serangoon just simply don't get jokes and sarcasm and what not. no more changing in class, school camps and what not. no more porn in class and psp during math lessons and sleeping in borders between national exams. instead i have PW, a miserable excuse to make students do some practical work together for no apparent reason. I'm no longer allowed to be just late for school. nothing. the kick in life is gone. I'm reduced to fucking doing homework during my breaks instead of like talking shit and fucking around. life.......Can't wait for the army to call me up man.

alright enough of my rant, time to talk about the recent happenings of my life. i got my pocket money reduced, for like not studying. wow. hmmmmm, yesterday, i met rajeevan up straight after school then we went to his grandmothers place and discovered the vintage stuff from the 40's. like whoa man. haha, stuff you only see in history texts, i played with. haha, ancient condoms......lol. we left his grandparents house like around 9 plus? then we took a walk and a short mrt ride down to orchard, ran into Anthony Burch and company at city hall. hmm, we went to ION. i want to buy clothes soon man. we talked alot of shit. then, on the Way, we met Sean chew, shafeer and "muhamar" hahaha. we like joked around and talked alot about life and it's inner workings and how we all speechlessly understood how much each of us missed st Pat's. we all agreed that st Pat's was the best part of our lives. so far at least. then, i had an epiphany, if there is no place like st Pat's that I'm bound for in my future, then i guess I'm about ready to die. haha.

on to my interests, haha.

1) friends, esp my st Pat's bros

2) metal, symphonic metal, screamo, black metal.

3) Guitar!

4) climbing

5) girls i guess? hahahahhhaaa

alright, i gotta go, gotta go find something utterly stupid and retarded with dire consequences. but i don't care how much trouble i get in, fuck it. I'm me and there ain't no one who is ever gonna be able to change that. straight out of line, i don't need a reason, why should i justify my ways? so if you think you can change me, fuck you.hahahaha.

i gotta feelin'.......wooohooooo.

haha.

happyjuice.