So it's been a while--a damn long while--since i last blogged. Lots of shit happened in that time, for one, i broke my guitar, and of course got a new one. Went for NCDCC camp, got into alot of trouble, and made closer relations with a couple of friends.
I realised how a friend of mine completely hates herself for a no good reason, not that there really is any good reason for one to hate herself. I tried to explain that to her and then, it came to my attention that i should just take the time to look into her eyes and see, see her sorrow. Then i thought to myself, in this ever changing maglev train we call a world, in this mundane and vicious cycle of events in which we are trapped in; with the excuse of it being called our life, no one actually cares for anyone else. We never take the time to think about someone else, and want to put a smile on any ones face. We are too preoccupied with ourselves-correction-We choose to be preoccupied with our lives, well aware of our lives being quite stagnant and well, not anything fancy to be preoccupied with. Hence, from now on, i am gonna do what ever it takes to put a smile on the faces of everyone i care about. I'll take the first step to genuinely give a crap about others, to do something to make ppl happy, even if it doesn't last, as long as they smile when they're with me.
Got into the habit of reading, decided to begin the habit by reading the twilight series-by recommendations by a couple of friends. However, i am currently unable to read the entire series, the fourth book isn't out yet and the third book is on loan in every library I've been to, the school library doesn't have the book on their catalogue either. The book is actually pretty damn interesting, i read the first 2 books in under 4 days, and right now, i still am captivated by the story. There is one particular situation which i can relate to very well--the situation Jacob black is in, loving bella and hauntingly aware that bella only wants a friendship and even if she wanted more than that, that relationship would be not workable, not feasible....this girl i like,...well, i don't think she is inters ted in a relationship, well at least not with me.
Anyways
I got alot of studying to do over the next 4 months, after that.......my imagination takes over. FUN.......to the highest level available. No more held back fun, whole hearted fun, i can afford to break a couple of bones, perhaps lose my sanity to the zenith of fun I'll be captured by will in. However, until the fun strikes, I'll have to slave in the fields of education to end the rapture of the O's.
Oh wells, thats all for now.
WHERE IS THE LOVE PEOPLE?
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